You see I'm becoming what's best for me in my eyes
Though through your eyes it'll only seem as if its the worse of me
Because you only see what you want to see
Because you want to ignore the beast you created in me
I'll now smile at the guy next door
And laugh at my co worker's jokes I once use to ignore
Because I knew from the way he looked at me he wanted more
Understand I have no interest in the next man
But to spite you I'll do everything I once refused out of respect for you
Now just to upset you
I'll now accept expensive gifts and trips
That'll never cost me the touch of my lips or what's between my hips
Just to spite you
Because you were so ungrateful
Of a woman who only wanted you for you
I once craved the sight, scent, and touch of you
But now I despise and just want to do shit to spite you