Is my Giving an act of Stupidity?
Am I only to give to those who give to me?
Do I not love'em if they don't love me?
Should I not cater to those
Who don't cater to me?
Why not do for those
Without expecting something in return?
Is that not a true act of kindness?
Or is it a fools blindness?
Appreciation!
Is that too much to ask of?
Does that make my Giving less genuine?
What's the recipe to rid the caring in me?
If I was careless
Would it make me a lot more fearless?
Would I be less fearful of
The loss of their friendship?
Their hesitation of a relationship?
Or the potential Love
They may or may not ever have for me
If I were careless
Would I say fuck'em instead of the usual
"But I care for'em , I love'em"?
My mind asks my heart Questions
That my heart should know from life Lessons