I loved him, He loved me not
He was my greatest high
And my hardest cry
There was no in between with us
That’s how toxically we indulged in lust
We fussed and fought as if we were committed
I often voiced my feelings but his were somehow omitted
Verbally exchanging traumatic energy
Just for him to end up inside of me
Which only led to misunderstandings pacified with intimacy
I loved him for no reason at all
And he loved me not
I flew back to him after just one call
I realized toxicity was our love language
When remaining distant was non existent
He analyzed me so deeply
So he could learn me mentally
And still chose to disregard me emotionally
I loved him but he loved me not